This is me

xxxwithkink @ 2005-01-12T05:25:00

2005-01-12T13:27:01Z

go to my site on myspace

http://profiles.myspace.com/users/14473295

xxxwithkink @ 2005-01-07T04:44:00

2005-01-07T12:44:58Z

look at my website.. it's crazy haha http://profiles.myspace.com/users/14473295

xxxwithkink @ 2005-01-04T12:30:00

2005-01-04T17:30:55Z

xxxwithkink @ 2005-01-04T12:29:00

2005-01-04T17:30:14Z

i hope these pics show

xxxwithkink @ 2005-01-04T12:28:00

2005-01-04T17:28:59Z

i hope these pics show

xxxwithkink @ 2005-01-02T15:35:00

2005-01-02T20:51:54Z

me and my sister toke some gansta pics haha cute haha

why

2005-01-02T16:53:59Z

why do is hurt so bad.. whats wronge with me.. to much drama in my life.. im losing my lesicence for almost a year or soemthing.. and shit happends im my life where i have to lose my job becouse i cant get there so i need a nashua job.. and i need my mom to drive me to the studio.. what the hell.. why does shit happend like this.. and i got a f in one class so im on academic probation..u kno fuck trying to please poeple. im doing what i need to do.. do me.. do good in school fuck meeting people to have fun with the parties.. i need to grow up.. people wont be around me unless they care... people just bring me down.. i only need my close friends.. fuck the others..

xxxwithkink @ 2004-12-21T14:23:00

2004-12-21T19:27:34Z

wow today was a good day... i kissed my old flam...she works with me wow.. shit what the fuck do i do.. haha and jewels is still writing love letters to me .. i cant deal with all these chicks.. and yah ashely from derry still loves me haha and yah she bought me a x-mas gift and yah what the fuck... i cant buy her something she will think i want her... to many girls ... i need a brake.. and yah i still have feeling for alan.. he called me and im not knowing what do to do with him.. i still care for him.. and he connects with me on a diffrent level i dont kno how to say it but... i we cant hangout and not think about sex thats what ilove about him...i wish i could find a hot chick that was sexy bad.. and mysterious.. and knows how to have fun.. i dont want a gf i just want a girl to have fun with.. these chicks are like in love with me im like shit... be gone.. i dont like that ... it's a turn off for me.. i want someone who is as crazy as me and a huge flirt and can fool around when ever we want to but no attachments.. god being bisexual is a hard thing.. haha

xxxwithkink @ 2004-12-09T04:46:00

2004-12-09T12:50:01Z

well it's been a cuple of good days... me and julie are just friends who sometimes makeout haha.. i guess it;s fun.. im not talk to ashely.. she is a blonde im not really into them.. well yah maria is still my babygirll i swear it's like where the same person.. she is my bestfriend... she knows when i cry or sad or happy.. she knows me better then anyone.. haha i would die for u baby... im so happy that where doing good with.. work and everything else.. i think i tend to let people fall in love with me quick.. i dont kno why .. but people tend to like me this month.. hey i dont mind but it's kinda funny how shit works.. well christmad is coming i work i at filens in manchester mall. so poeple vist me.. im the cute girl who works at the pettie section.. well i love u guys.. marry christmad to all.. and call me 603-577-9910.. dont forget ok muah

yah

2004-12-06T12:46:44Z

yah whats up... posting another lil thing on this livejournal... haha well im done with julia.. where not hocking up nomore.. yah she fucking got drunk and made out with ugly bitches.. and yah im talking to this other girl name ashely haha.. well she is cute but not my type.. i need a bad girl haha... well yah i also like this guy that has tattoo's on his neck he goes to hesser.. he is a bad boy i kno it but it seems i like asswholes.. i hate that but ohh well.. honestly i need somoene thats good with me that is bad but not so much haha.. well i saw jen k and jalessa at the 3 me and maria had a blast but jen and jalessa are two lil cuties haha.... i guess alot of people look so diffrent from high school.. i dont think jen knew who i was until she said hi to me.. .haha.. she is a cutie haha i think they where drunk.. well im going to the club this thursday haha and im gonna look fine for my lil hooties who go.. noo butch girls please just really hot chicks .... haha... me and maria own that dance floor i lover her.. best friends for life girl.. yah she got me a tattoo.. it's hot it's a chinesse symbol on my lower back it big enough to look hot haha.. it means music..well im out of this bitch time for good old hesser haha.. well leave one...

xxxwithkink @ 2004-11-29T03:53:00

2004-11-29T12:01:08Z

wow what a cuple of days.. well i have'nt seen anyone for liek 5 days i think im going crazy.. i hav'nt seen my bestfriend at all.. my sister gets pissed if i used her phone.. i feel like a jailbird. atleast i cant see tyanna my lil necie.. she is so cute.. she says(sucking loser) as fucking loser.. she is the cutes lil girl ever... she is gorgous.. well i kinda ended shit witht his girl britney that i have talked to u for a while she is crazy but for some reason i liked to talk to her.. haha but yah i kinda hocked up with this girl name julia at hesser.. she werid but pretty haha... and yah she is crazy haha.. but yah i need to just have fun and stop looking for love.. someone that is close to me said.. stop looking at u will no and im just going to live my life without looking at guys and saying maby he will be my husband everything a guy thinks im hot.. u kno i cant just see guys in hopes to see if there my futhure.. haha i know that when it hits me it will hit me.. i never been in real love..i think becouse i never see love between a man and a woman.. i need to just see where my life takes me.. im a free spirt and i need to let my self go... i dont understand people.. why do people do things... that u just ask your self ok... what the fuck... well i go to 313 every thursday it's the funnest place... i love it there not becouse it a GAY club.. haha im not gay just very open minded haha i still love men but hey it;'s fun to be crazy sometimes.. but the club is nice and very werid.. well thats all im typing it's so ealry and time to get ready to see my maira .. well peace my sexy thangs

holla back haha jk

xxxwithkink @ 2004-11-13T14:07:00

2004-11-13T19:21:15Z

today i saw my cousin and yah .... shit is so good.. i went to 313.. and i saw everyone and there mother.. i saw jalessa.. maria.. my cousin crystal and hedie and everyone from fucking hesser... i love everytime i go. i get hit on.. it;s fun.. i had a great time.. i love the club.. i think im addictited to the club and going.. everynight i want to go.. i like the setting and the people and that feel of feeling sexy at the club becouse everyone looks at me and all my girls.. it;s so fun.. we always tear it up.... we kill it.. haha.. i love u guys so many memories..

wow

2004-11-10T14:06:10Z

wow whata nother day it is.. today i did'nt get any sleep and im so tired.. i look stone... i saw maria yesterday we went to the mall.. i love that girl.. noone fuck with her.. dont think i wont step in and fuck your shit up if u fuck with her... that means woman or men.. i have connections haha jk but u better not mess.. i still have big daddys phone.. shit in need to give it to him.. welll time to do some erins.. well ill see u peoples lata... im me shellyp116 u wanna cacth up....

xxxwithkink @ 2004-10-26T15:19:00

2004-10-26T19:33:00Z

today i Found out girls that you think are your friends fuck the guys u are talking with... yah i saw jaleesa looks fine as hell... she is so filrty i love it... i never seen somone look so hot and sexy and still real im my life.. maria what a gorgous girl... we never fight and she is always there for me i love u babe.. big daddy what a sweetheart why cant you find love... you seem sad to me... jess.. well one of a kind i guess.... and donna my baby girl i love y sweetheart .... im going to miss everyone before i leave im goign to cry when i have to leave maria.. but u know what she will be there looking hot with me... becouse she is my bestfriend ... and i love that greek bitch

xxxwithkink @ 2004-10-26T15:08:00

2004-10-26T19:32:33Z

today i sound out girls that you think are your friends fuck the guys u are talking with... yah i saw jaleesa looks fine as hell... she is so filrty i love it... i never seen somone look so hot and sexy and still real im my life.. maria what a gorgous girl... we never fight and she is always there for me i love u babe.. big daddy what a sweetheart why cant you find love... you seem sad to me... jess.. well one of a kind i guess.... and donna my baby girl i love y sweetheart .... im going to miss everyone before i leave im goign to cry when i have to leave maria.. but u know what she will be there looking hot with me... becouse she is my bestfriend ... and i love that greek bitch

the polll everyone take it if you may

2004-10-21T17:28:33Z

who do i most look like out of celebs

what is my best strenght in my looks

what do you want me to do to u

do u find me sexy

if there a moment that i did that was sexy

have u had a dream about me

what is my horny spot

xxxwithkink @ 2004-10-18T14:09:00

2004-10-18T18:24:19Z

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xxxwithkink @ 2004-10-15T18:23:00

2004-10-15T22:25:58Z

xxxwithkink @ 2004-10-15T18:11:00

2004-10-15T22:12:24Z

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xxxwithkink @ 2004-10-15T18:05:00

2004-10-15T22:08:36Z

wow omega is nice... hot people everywhere.. drinking with the crew.. ally... russ.. jess. ben..bradon... nikki hiltion haha.. and seeing donna and the val crista.. dan and mike tercout... and people i hav'nt seem im a while.. people told me i looked stunning.. and i look so diffrent.. wow... does 5 months really do alot ... well im so happy i slept at brandons and he was so nice to be around.. fuck derek i dont care about him... i miss britney for some reason... she was fun... but i guess things die quick ....

hey whats up

2004-10-12T11:41:13Z

oh yah where missing so much out of those guys... seems like old trix never die haha....

xxxwithkink @ 2004-09-23T11:34:00

2004-09-23T15:49:06Z

hey whats up people.. im going to see britney in FL in feb.. yah im going to see how she is doing.. that girl is something else.. omg... she is so fucking funny.. i cant wait to see how she looks.. yah so many hesser fags wants my shit.. i say no to peole who sniff coke and then want to fuck me.. so fuck u losers

tired

2004-09-20T03:26:23Z

today was a very intresting day.. i got up so early.. drank 3 cups of yucky tea.. maria makes me drink it.. but it helps me when i sing.. anyway i had to pick up my friend ben he is being payed from the label to follow me around and make sure im all set with things.. and he toke for ever.. then i got lost in boston for a cuple of mins.. and then i caleld roy and he toke me to the studio.. we killed it in there i sang two hocks for this new rapper (I dubble )he is going to be the next fablous he is hot im telling u.. well where doing a show at house of blues in boston soon.. my album is going to be done until december but his will be out soon like next month so im going to get money for that.. and we will be tour with some people soon im not sure who and where but ill keep u posted.. so on the radio look for songs by (I dubble and bella thomas) hot track im telling u... well i have to go to bed.. im so tired..

hello

2004-09-17T23:50:18Z

i just want to say im very sorry to sexycheecks.. i hav'nt been my self latly.. i want u to kno.. im not the type of chick that makes remarks like i did.. u pissed me off but that dos'nt give me the the right to take my anger out on u.. but why would u make a comment about gay or bisexual things.. im bisexuall yah and alot of people are it's not a hidden thing.. i hope u understand.. i got to stop calling u names.. and shit.. it's old and it's something that was imature i hope u know im sorry.. but dont disrespect me and i wont disrespect u.. im not going to let someone talk to me in a manner that is disrespectful.. im not afraid of u or anyone the way i was rasied was stuck up for your self.. but i no im wronge i want u to kno im sorry for calling u names that was'nt right... truce and write back ok

hey whats up

2004-09-11T14:03:33Z

well today is mad early and yah back to boston.. so ill see everyone after the recording session... i just want to let poeple kno.. im sick of close minded people.. and ghetto chicks thinking they have one over me.. yah like the retard who wrote in juans journal.. she is someone i cant stand.. even in high school she thought she was this boss or something like people should bow down to u.... frist of all .. who are u.. what makes u so speical.. i dont recall anyone that felt you were anything... why do u need to know everyone life story... you make me sick.. and u need to step out of this faily land.. and grow up.... oh lets write in people journal.. and write comments ...you are so childish.. u need to grow up..... write in my journal about me.. like someone very colse to me said.. u wanna talk shit make sure u say my name right...